The other day, I came cross a tweet that said "People
are still planning for futures that are connected to a world that doesn't exist
anymore". My first reaction was "My feelings exactly!" and my
next reaction was "What are they supposed to do instead?". The
Gramsci quote about the monster-filled interregnum between the dying old world
and not-yet-born new world rings true, but until the new world is born one can
only plan keeping the old world in mind. It is easy to slip into
despair at the state of the world, and it is also easy to romanticize despair.
One can continually come up more creative ways to express despair and feel very
smart for doing it. I know because I have done quite a bit of it in the past.
My favourite line, that I would trot out to anyone who would listen was “I am
smart enough to realise that most social science research is bull-shit, but not
smart enough to make original contributions. It has features in my blog here
and here in the past. I felt smart saying it, and I felt that it conveyed
humility, wit and self-awareness. On this blog, I have talked about it here and
here. Now, I think it is time to retire that line. It serves no purpose now, if
it ever did in the past. It is also a cop-out because it justifies inaction. If
the world is uncertain, if you are not too smart or too dumb, maybe the best
thing is to do nothing? I don’t mean to sound self-righteous. Expressing
despair can be cathartic and sometimes one needs to take a brake from action. But those should be explicitly stated choices
Sunday, October 12, 2025
Planning for futures
Monday, September 29, 2025
Cobalt Blue
For the longest time, I have had a mental block against
novels written by Indian writers in English. One of my complaints was that
Indians writing in English appeared to feel the need to prove that they knew
the language well. The result was stilted and overwrought prose. This
might be still true of some Indian writers writing in English. But, it is
certainly not true of the best writing, if it ever was. Indians have made English
their own and, as the protests against Hindi hegemony show, it is the only language
that is widely spoken and acceptable to people across the length and breadth of
India. I don’t want to paint an overly optimistic picture of English’s place in
Indian society—fluency in English is a marker of class (and, hence, caste)
status. But, that is a discussion for another blog post. Despite all this, I haven’t
managed to overcome my reluctance towards reading Indian novels in English. The
novels feel like they are set in a foreign land, and I struggle to conjure up
the sights and sounds of the India I know from the writing. I say this as someone
who is much more fluent in English than in the two Indian languages I know, so it’s
a good thing I have no ambitions of writing a novel. Today, I just finished a
novel titled Cobalt Blue, originally written in Marathi, which is the Indian
language I am less fluent, even though it is my “mother tongue” (I am one of
the few Indians of my generation who has a different mother and father tongue).
I would have struggled to read the original, and I would have given up before I
realized what an amazing novel it is. I read the English translation, and found
myself translating some sentences back into imperfect Marathi. It is a searing story about love, loneliness and
loss set in Pune, my favourite Indian city. It spoke to me in a way that no
book has in a long time, and I can’t recommend it enough, especially to people
familiar with Pune and/or Maharashtrians. It has also spurred to seek out more
translated works from India.
Thursday, September 25, 2025
Professions for the end of world
Since I am at a professional crossroads, I spend a lot of time thinking (and fretting) about what I should do next. This is an interesting time to be at a professional crossroads, to say the least. I have nothing to add about the state of the job market due to economic headwinds, a rogue US presidency and the advent of AI. There is, of course, the question of whether one will be able to find a job of one’s liking, given these various problems. But, before that, there is the question of what types of jobs should one aim for that i) make a positive contribution to society and the environment ii) do not require you to be tight-lipped about genocide. iii) are unlikely to be gobbled up by AI. Jobs that are likely to be relevant right up to the fast-approaching end of the world. I can think of only three broad sectors: art, care and political organizing (food-, clothing- and housing-related professions have moved far beyond sustenance needs into wasteful and unequal consumption). I don’t think these need any further explanation. Much more brilliant and eloquent minds than me have written about why artistic expression is a human imperative. Care, in all its forms (medical, social, mental), is a noble profession; and even a cynic like me believes that we need to strive for a better world right up to the end of the world. These are the only broad professions that feel meaningful to me to pursue at this moment. I wish I could add academia to this list, but I cannot, in good faith, do that. A lot of academic social science is vacuous, tediously self-referential and status-quoist. We cannot rely on academic social scientists to make sense of, much less foretell, the changes in our physical and social worlds.
Sunday, September 21, 2025
Work For The Sake of Working (or Bullshit Jobs)
In another life, when I was gainfully employed, I often wondered
whether it would make any difference to the rest of the world if my job profile
simply disappeared. As a financial markets reporter, I spent a lot of time calling
up traders and asking them why a particular bond, stock or currency pair had risen
or fallen in price. Usually, they had no idea themselves and would trot out one
of the many hackneyed market phrases that essentially say nothing—profit
booking, value buying, various kinds of fears or expectations of investors.
Often, a trader would read from a competing news publication’s story to give me
a reason. (How did I know? Because every half-decent journalist keeps a close
tab on the competition).
But, mine is hardly the only job of questionable social
or economic value (how to define value is one of those grand questions that
social scientists have been grappling with for ages, but bear with me if you
can). As advances in technology have reduced the demand for employment in
manufacturing, especially in the developed world, an overabundance of new jobs
has emerged in the services sector. Not just internet-related jobs, such as GIF
specialist or content curator, but also PR consultant, life coach, corporate
lobbyist, telemarketer, many jobs in finance, administration and human
resources etc. This is not just a rich-world phenomenon--it is also seen in
developing country metropolises such as Mumbai, where I used to work.
How did this situation come about? In 1930, John Maynard
Keynes predicted that by the early 21st century, gains in
productivity due to technological advances would reduce the duration of the
work week in advanced countries to 15 hours. But, instead of enjoying the
fruits of automation, we have invented entire new categories of what anthropologist
David Graeber calls “bullshit jobs”. Peter Fleming, an economist, says most
jobs in rich countries have moved away from “the baseline of biological
self-preservation”. He says it's “this growing
disconnect between labour as a biological/social requirement versus work as a
cultural artefact that has seen it take on a life of its own…”. In other words,
work for the sake of working. Yes, many jobs have been outsourced to poor
countries, but increased automation is reducing the total number of
manufacturing jobs in the world, according to a Bloomberg Businessweek column
citing the Boston Consulting Group. We are working far more hours than are
required to produce the world’s total output of goods and useful services
(assuming that all goods produced are useful).
As Graeber points
out, the contradiction here is jarring. Capitalism thrives by cutting costs and
trimming flab, not by adding layers upon layers of excess fat. Are
bullshit jobs an innovative way of putting money in the hands of people so that
they can buy the products manufactured by machines and keep the capitalist
system running? Is this a variation of Keynes’ idea that governments should pay
people to dig holes and fill them up again during downturns to stimulate demand?
Since many of these jobs exist in or feed off the financial sector, is there a
link between the growth of such jobs and the ascent of financial capital after the
Gold Standard was abolished?
Whatever the reasons for the existence of bullshit jobs,
it will be interesting to see what the future holds for them. Today, the
biggest problem of the rich world is a lack of demand—most people are unable or
unwilling to buy enough products to keep their economies growing. Wave upon
wave of quantitative easing has done little else than inflate stocks and bond
prices. The obvious solution is to raise government spending or to increase
wages of workers so they have more money to spend, as some countries such as Germany,
Japan and the U.S. are doing. But, will the number of bullshit jobs also
increase in the process?
Saturday, September 20, 2025
Choosing the Right Therapist
Is it a wonder that an overthinker would overthink the task of finding a therapist to help them with overthinking (among other things)? Before this year, I had had therapy on two occasions. On the more recent one, it was because it was free (though not particularly useful). The first time was when I was at the lowest I had ever been, a period I call the Watershed year. That therapist was the second one I tried after having swiftly rejected the first one for being like a shiny automaton. With the second therapist, I instantly knew she was the right one for me, and, indeed, she was. Call it chemistry, call it intuition, call it a sixth sense, but I have never had that feeling about any therapist I have met since. However, a lack of chemistry may be a good enough reason to turn down a potential romantic interest, but one has to be more concrete if rejecting a therapist. Not just because the therapist deserves a better explanation, but because you owe it to yourself to think your reasons through. I questioned the approach of looking for chemistry in a therapist, which I deconstructed (in my case) to mean someone who vows with me with their intelligence and who is very articulate. I had decided that such an approach was shallow. But, in the end, I decided to change therapists, even though during our last session, the therapist dropped some intriguing insights about me. I realise that there is no perfect therapist, and one simply needs to find someone who is competent and compatible. But, I can’t help thinking that whatever choice I made, I would feel like it was the wrong one.
Thursday, September 4, 2025
Man Flu
I have had a cold for the last week or so, and I
suspect it is man flu. 'Man flu' is a derisive term for the phenomenon of men over-reacting
to minor illness. Apparently, there may be physiological reasons for why men
appear to exaggerate the symptoms of a minor illness like a cold or a flu.
Apparently, men have weaker immune symptoms than women. I am certain that I am
susceptible to man flu, because when I get a cold, it puts me in a horrible
mood, much worse than the symptoms warrant. And, I have written before about
how colds are particularly annoying because you are indisposed but well enough
to feel the full weight of your symptoms. I have never had a cold and not
thought, at least for a brief while, that it would never go away. On more than
a few occasions, the cold was brought on by me doing vigorous exercise despite
feeling under the weather. It has happened often enough that I should know
better than to exercise when I am feeling a bit iffy. But, it is amazing what
lengths people go to when faced with restlessness. And, the inevitable self-flagellation
that follows the onset of sickness is par for the course.
Saturday, August 30, 2025
Post-Vacation Doldrums
I have realised that solitude is a necessary condition for blogging. Solitude was in short supply in the past three weeks—hence my blogging hiatus—as my parents were visiting me from India. Now, I am having a case of post-vacation doldrums. I felt a bit cramped during their visit as my apartment is not large enough for more than two people, especially when they don’t have independent lives. This thread of thought got me thinking about journalism college, when I was staying with four other men in a two bed-room apartment, which was only slightly bigger than my current one bedroom apartment. We also had two female friends who would spend most of their time at my place. I don’t remember feeling very cramped then. But, that was almost twenty years ago and I hadn’t had a bedroom to myself in years. I also didn’t know that bad company is worse than no company (to be clear, the company during journo school was great). But, cramped I did feel during my parents’ visit and I am relieved to have my space back. So, now I am in the past-vacation doldrums (blues is too strong a word). I am relieved that the holiday, as enjoyable as it was, is over, but I am not ready to go back to life. This feels like one of the ‘vacation from the vacation’ kind of things.